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YG app updates - TaeYang - Extraordinary 20’s

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YG app updates - TaeYang - Extraordinary 20’s

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Take It Slow by Slut-Nun I mean Taeyang Translation (toptopia)

When my hand grazes over you, you only smile shyly 
But tell me that you want me too
I’ve been holding myself back all this time
But the more I look at you, 
The more I want to have you
I just want you to know

Oh, sometimes I even dream about you
And it’s getting harder and harder for me to restrain  
Baby take it slow, we can take it slow
A little by little, you start closing your eyes at my fingertips’ touch  

*Baby let’s take it slow, baby let’s take it slow 
And now that I”m having you as I’ve always dreamed 
Baby let’s take it slow
Baby so that I can feel your smallest breaths  
Baby only if I could stop the time so that this hour of You and I can last forever
baby let’s take it slow

When your hands graze upon me I think of things
And no matter how hard I try to distract myself
All I can see is me panting on the reflection of your pupils 
All you gotta do is just come to me
And I will give you all I got  
Baby take it slow, we can take it slow
You writhe in screams upon my heated lips and my heated movements  

*repeat

A little deeper,
Baby up and down
Tonight, you and I, we just bounce  

If there should be anything more that you desire
Just tell me
This hour can continue on forever

Baby let’s take it slow, baby let’s take it slow 
And now that I”m having you as I’ve always dreamed  
baby let’s take it slow

Baby I want to have your everything
So that we can both sleep in exhaustion when the morning comes 
baby let’s take it slow

※ to “have” someone is a korean expression that means to fuck someone. idk if that was obvious enough in the translation :< but i didnt want to keep on saying fuck over and over because yeah

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Monster MV Symbolism Pt. 2.

wolfi3:

Media and “Fans”

Media and “Fans” in my opinion, got some of the most interesting symbolism in the MV. In the beginning of the MV, we see an unknown person, with super senses, attempt to make an escape from this prison they are being held in, only to be shot at and driven underground, into the facility itself. 

It turns out to be GD. The rest of Big Bang is already underground and as they make their way through the facility, it shows they are being watched. This in all sense should be the media right?

It isn’t. The media is the prison. They are the ones shooting at GD, driving him underground. The ones watching on the cameras, are the “fans.” These are the people who sit and watch as the media makes an experiment of the people they are supposed to be fans of and do nothing. They are faceless and without emotion which the complete opposite thing that fans are supposed to be. They are in a sense, anti fans. 

To the media, Big Bang is an experiment. They plan on keeping them trapped in the prison which is the person that they think is acceptable for them to be and when they turn into “monsters” or try to be themselves to escape, they attempt to destroy them and send them underground further into the prison that they have made for them. 

As Big Bang makes their way through the prison, they encounter faceless mannequins, that they destroy. This symbolizes those “fans” the ones that were supposed to be there to protect them, accept them, and set them free. But they stood by and did nothing, so Big Bang destroys them. They are not fans, and they do not deserve Big Bang’s kindness or mercy. 

After this, the prison starts to fold inside itself. I thought this was the most symbolic because the media can no longer survive without the “fans” as it has no one to watch it’s experiment, and so it starts to destroy itself from the inside out, trapping Big Bang inside of it.

But Big Bang has become “monsters” so they cannot be destroyed. They have reached an enlightenment and GD emerges from the destroyed building, unharmed, which symbolizes that the media cannot destroy him, and will only end up destroying themselves if they continue to do so. He’s still alive and will continue to be (pun intended). 

He also comes out not in monster form, because he as made peace with that side of himself and now both the monster and the man are one.

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Tell Me Goodbye [BIGBANG] Music Video Explanation (by toptopia)
-anonymously requested 

GD and Yoo Ina (the girl) are in love. TOP, the head of what is presumably a dangerous gang, is obsessed with Ina but knows that she will never love him back.  He calls and orders his guys to go kill Ina in the hotel he knows Ina to be in, where she is supposed to meet with GD later. 

At some point, the investigator Seungri is notified of this murder plan, but he doesn’t know that TOP is behind all this. TOP is actually a good friend of Seungri’s, and he confides in TOP often when he has troubles in his investigations. This time is no exception: TOP knows of every detail of the murder he ordered, straight from the investigator himself. 

Ina successfully escapes the murder attempt in the hotel, and is picked up by TOP who was “coincidentally” nearby; but this was the part of TOP’s plan. Once she gets in the car, she realizes that this is a trap, but she cannot do anything now except to regretfully look back at the hotel where GD should be waiting.

When TOP first appears in the car, his window has a crack already. Then we have an explanation of that crack: according to TOP’s plan, Daesung has shot through the window. Ina is shot and TOP got a bit of scarring on his face as well, from being near the window when Ina was shot. 

Ina is now dead and Bigbang members sing over her tomb. GD is never able to forget her, and spends his remaining days waiting and drinking in the front entrance and the hallway of the hotel she never showed up in. Taeyang isn’t really a character of importance in this MV, but he also spends his days remembering Ina and playing on the piano she played on before she died. TOP regrets having Ina killed, but now there’s nothing he can do. He drives around the car that Ina died as a reminder of her. 

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ygfamilyy:

BIGBANG - Extra Ordinary 20’s Photobook #2!


Source:  솜쓰 @Bestiz

/oops, do you know me/

covering your crotch like that 

what 

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CAFE by BigBang

Cafe- Big Bang (translation by toptopia)

yeah, i remember when you walked through that door, sat down in that chair
the times with you.. but you aint here

*Only the white chair on which you sat remembers your fragrance
Only the cold silence you left behind waits for you in this little cafe. 

An habitual cup of ice coffee espresso double shot 
Closing my eyes, I only take but a sip
With the music I used to love flowing in, my heart quickens its pace.  
The caffeine lets me remember the flutters in my stomach the day I met her
And the sugar syrup she never forgot in her coffee
But i now hate that stickiness.

Oh please don’t leave me alone, what do you want me to do?
Why do you wish to leave me on a night when everyone is asleep?  

Tell me the truth, why is today so different from yesterday?
You say that it’s too late,
that all our promises and all our words were all lies
Don’t make me a fool

*repeat

Please, just don’t say that you don’t need me anymore
You’re lying to yourself that you don’t like me anymore
You’re burying everything in the tomb of memories,
Even our names we etched onto that old table. 

Oh my god, I can’t bury it even if I tried,
The only thing that finds me is an empty panic
I wander within my own unstable mind
Alone in a light-less room  
I am a pathetic artist who only remembers you and our memories
And our tragic love story is my only masterpiece
My heart is still an art gallery filled with you
And Seoul has become a desolate desert without you.  

*repeat

When you feel lonely, [the cafe] is always waiting for you
When I miss you, [the cafe] is always calling for your name  
[the cafe] is now
A cup of coffee I used to make for you
A folded bookmark
Your white home
And rain that flows over it, baby. 

*repeat

When I’m lonely, when I miss you 
The rain flows over your white house baby.  

The narrator, as you can probably tell, is suffering a heartache because of a breakup with his girlfriend. The cafe is the metaphor for the narrator, while the white chair is the metaphor for the girl. The narrator is often dark, whereas the girl is ‘white.’ 

The “night when everyone is asleep” describes the narrator’s world, in which he feels completely alone and abandoned. this concept is again enforced again and again, such as the description of cafe as empty, the description of narrator sitting alone in a lightless room, the description of Seoul as a desolate desert. 

The only source of light in his life and of this cafe is the girl, represented by her white chair. His heart is the only part of him that is not totally consumed by the darkness, because it is a gallery full of her [the light].  

The bolded part of the lyrics is perhaps the most important in this whole song. It explains that the cafe, or the narrator, is now nothing except his memories. a cup of coffee, a folded bookmark. The “white home” is the white chair in the cafe since it is what houses the girl’s fragrance and memories that the narrator has of her, and that means the white home is, ultimately, the girl herself. The white chair being within the cafe represents the girl still being present in the narrator’s heart, and the rain over the white home represents the narrator’s tears over her memories.

Everything in the cafe induces memories of her: the tables with their names carved in, the white chair that she sat in. It’s notable that caffeine is often what brings those memories in, but despite trying to ‘bury’ the memories the narrator cannot stop visiting the cafe. The memories he has of her is what keeps him living. 

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빙글빙글 by 빅뱅(BIG BANG)

Bingeul Bingeul by BIGBANG Translation (by toptopia)

As if I’m your man, we eat together and watch movies together
But when I get closer to you, you act as if we’re not
And take a step back, and it gets awkward

Why did you stop playing with my heart?
Am I too good to give others? You act like a 7 year old
I’m just your boy toy, barbie pow!
in the game of love, your moves are a foul play in the last game after 2 outs.
You don’t want to be any more than friends? I don’t like this situation.
Don’t play with me, it makes me dizzy.

* Bingeul bingeul, stop changing your words. Why do you confuse me, why do you play with me like this? Bingeul bingeul, my head hurts. Oh oh oh oh oh
Can I be the one girl. I should be the one
Can can can I be the one. I I I’ll give you the world
Can I be the one girl. I should be the one
Can can can I be the one. I I I’ll give you the world

I had mistaken that you were like my girlfriend,
It’s like I’m the weird one, I keep expecting something even though you’re not even thinking about it 

Come on don’t make me that guy

Bing bing bing bingeul bingeul you circle me
You grab my head and turn it arond
you lure me with your fox-like glances
And I’m like snoopy caught in a dirty dog house 
I look pathetic even to me, and you still look beautiful to everyone
You have beautiful curves and beautiful words
I’m not good enough but you’re too bad 

*repeat

Baby why do you do this, it hurts my heart
Do you like it or hate it, make it clear  
I feel bad for myself when I see you
Just accept me tonight

*repeat 

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STILL ALIVE by 빅뱅(BIG BANG)

Still Alive 

*I’m still alive, I’m still alive, I’m still alive
Though I seem like I’m dying, I won’t die 
From the eyes of the world, I won’t hide 
Though I fall endlessly, I’m alive  
I have nothing more to lose
Leaving the past behind, jump out 
Because the sight of myself plunging is so beautiful,  
Because I now throw myself into the sky, Because I’m free,
I’m alive. At least just for this moment, I’m still alive. 
I’m still alive I’m still alive I’m still alive; I’m livin’ that I’m livin’ that good life.
I’m still alive I’m still alive I’m still alive; We’re livin’ that we’re livin’ that good life.  

The girl that loved me looks miserable 
She hides, Scared of the public
Too much pity and too much cheers, and I feel unstable 
I think about death and it’s a painful night

All that’s left of my youth are juts pictures
My youth is nothing but a decoration for others 
My sentiments get power from the souls 
I’ve seen the future that you’ve never seen 

The melody of my life is lead by ME
And I enjoy the mounting heat towards climax 
The girls who are (still) “crazy” for me are the smart ones 
Inferiority complex? That’s because I’m over your head.

Even if everyone leaves,
even if everyone turns their backs on me,
you sympathize with me
at my pitiful sight

The world told me that I couldn’t be
but I who cried then am the one with the smile. 

*repeat

A sigh of pity replaces the applauding screams that disappeared without a trace. In this age of sentimentality, my apologies and regrets are supposedly a devil’s broadcast scarier than the mass brainwash into worshiping (the corrupted politicians, maybe).

Don’t assume things. 
I may look like I’m dying but I won’t die. I won’t hide from the eyes of the others. 
The fingers pointed at me only prove that I’m something big 
Disappointment and expectations, they are the reasons.
I am in and out of peoples’ words and all that waits for me is a tomb. 

Even if everyone leaves,
even if everyone turns their backs on me,
you sympathize with me
at my pitiful sight

The world told me that I couldn’t be
but I who cried then am the one with the smile. 

*repeat

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monster mv: labels.

the mv represents bigbang’s struggles against media’s labeling them as ‘monsters’ (because of last year things). 

the cables represent media, and bigbang member’s ‘normal’ self have a hard time running away from their monster-like identity (that the media portrays them as) because of the cable’s tangles.

you can see that the walls are labled with codes and so are the members (ex. seungri’s forehead, daesung’s chest). this really signifies the ‘labeling’ part. no matter who they are (or strive to be) and no matter what path they choose, the codes are written already. it’s worsened by the fact that even if they don’t take the paths of their first choice, the alternate path is labeled anyway

gd is out in the open in the midst of the bombing, and it’s clear that he’s the victim here because he’s not the one with the bombs. he’s the one being targeted. but he’s the one with the horn. 

in one part, top is covered in darkness and only his eyes are shown. his identity is not cared for, and people cover him up to create their own vision of him. he’s not really a monster, but who cares? 

there is one part that the member(s) is/are kicking down statues. that’s them trying to break the stereotype of ‘standard beauty’ of music and trying their own styles. but that is frowned upon. 

every time the members go into the darkness, they ‘transform’ into monsters (most notably in the case of taeyang and seungri); likewise, every time people push aside bigbang’s true self in favor of the media’s portrayal of bigbang, bigbang becomes the ‘monsters’ that people fear and members themselves fear. 

so bigbang members run and run. but they can never escape. they will be monsters, perhaps forever, as long as darkness (public’s biased view) and traps of cables (media) exist.